What have you gained from your years of Taiji work?
P.K.: Internal evolution is the main result of practice under the direction
of a genuine teacher. Effort and sacrifice is the cost. In my early twenties, with
10 years training in Western martial arts, some knowledge of yoga and meditation,
and about to complete my university studies, I made the decision to concentrate
my life on the search for inner meaning and development. Boxing and wrestling
had no depth, Yoga had depth but was too passive, while meditation lacked balance
without some complimentary training. I tried some of the Japanese systems but
their culturally based severity turned me towards the Chinese arts, where I began
Taiji. Taiji, at least the teaching of Master Huang Xiangxian, has fulfilled all
my expectations in terms of supporting balanced internal development.
What particular aspects of Taiji really interest you most today?
P.K.: Only the mind and beyond interest me. Teaching how to bring the body under
the control of the mind is my chosen area in which to help people. Personally, as
the mind goes deeper towards its source, my interest is gathered in by that
process. Health and self defence are very minor interests.
Has your image of Taiji changed much over the past 30 years?
P.K.: Not really. I began Taiji not having seen it, only knowing it was one of
the internal Chinese Martial Arts which were based on Daoist principles and that
their purpose was internal development. After meeting one of Master Huang’s
instructors who clearly demonstrated knowledge and ability beyond anything seen
in my previous 10 years of research, and then meeting Master Huang himself, I knew
I had found what I was looking for.
What is your personal teaching philosophy?
P.K.: It is important to encourage students to make an effort, both to extend
their outer limits and to go deeper inside themselves.
It is important to ensure students understand why they are practising certain
exercises and where those practices will lead them. Seeing the way ahead and the
purpose in going there, gradually allows them to be less dependent on myself.
This understanding also protects them from being misled by unscrupulous teachers
in the future.
It is also important to recognise the responsibility in becoming a teacher.
Practice is for your own development, while teaching is to help others.
If you practise in order to become a teacher, or you teach to gain prestige or
money, it will neither help your own internal development nor others.
What are your future plans for teaching in Europe?
P.K.: From the large numbers who first came to my workshops, I chose and now
concentrate on one hundred students who were most prepared to train what was
being taught. My aim is to guide them until they can stand independently.
If those hundred can really understand the methods well, find it in their own
bodies and then pass it to their students, we will be free to concentrate on
the deeper aspects. My experience and that of my teacher, is that it requires
about fourteen or fifteen years consistent training before a student is capable
of teaching independently. I trained under Master Huang for twenty years until
his death in 1992, and that is the basis for the help I offer.
When I first came to Europe the training experience of many people who were
teaching was a little weak as a result of them jumping around from one teacher
to another, then adding their own bright ideas into the mix. Another common
problem is students who learn for 5 or 6 years then overestimate their own
abilities. When their dubious idea of themselves is challenged, they get angry,
decide I suddenly know nothing, and go off to teach independently. This is messy
for themselves and dangerous for their students, towards whom I feel some
resposibilty. My teacher, Master Huang, also had to deal with a long string of
these people.
What are the deeper aspects?
P.K.: The deeper aspects are of the mind and beyond. There are three clear
levels in Taiji, the body, the mind and beyond the mind (Spirit). I try to
teach people the body level thoroughly, lead them further into areas of the
mind, while steadily introducing the spiritual aspects.
What are the most important things to train on the different levels?
P.K.: The aim is to unite the levels, not to work exclusively on any one of them.
People should first learn how to move smoothly in their body, then how to release
and align, then to find the forces in the body, combining all these with the
mind. All this is for the mind-body co-ordination. Just body training barely
has any place in Taiji. Then there is training for mind-energy co-ordination
and later for the deepest part of the mind. Simultaneously the Deep Mind
connection with the Spirit can be allowed to grow.
In terms of the mind, what are you teaching?
P.K.: It is possible to say something but real understanding comes from
training. There is awareness and intention on many levels from superficial to
very deep. Awareness and intention combine and interact to produce response.
Commonly people train some sort of awareness in Taiji but they seldom train
the intention. Action with awareness implies body active, mind passive, while
action with intention implies mind active, body passive.
The special training of the mind intention (Yi) was quite deliberately kept
secret by the old masters. Master Huang and Master Ma, for example, kept it
just for their inner school pupils, only passing it on to a few of their
thousands of students. Because of this the method of developing intention is
not usually found in the training either in China or the West, yet strangely,
in the Classics it is stated as the most important thing. Even when it is
taught, students must practise for a long time before they begin to find it
for themselves and take it deeper.
Can you talk about your main teachers Patrick?
P.K.: When beginning on the path, it became obvious that I needed to find a
teacher who really knew what they were about in a spiritual sense. I began
Master Huang’s Taiji and shortly after began training with a Sufi teacher. He
was a sheikh in the Nasqabandi tradition from Afghanistan, drawing also partly
on the Gurdjieff tradition. I continued to train with these two people until
their deaths (Master Huang in 1992; the Sufi in 1987).
Other teachers who have had some influence are an old yogi who lives in the
desert in India, whom I visit from time to time, and an old Daoist sage who
is hidden in China and unknown in the West. Master Ma Yueliang, who stayed
in NZ for 6 months and whom I later visited in China, helped me also and I
have kept close contact for the past 15 years with Master Ni Hua Ching who
knew Yang Pan Hou and Yang Cheng Fu and was a good friend of Zheng Manjing.
These teachers all pushed me to teach. Without their mandate I wouldn’t be so
bold as to direct other people in their lives.
To come back to the Taiji practice - what is the purpose of pushing hands?
P.K.: Pushing hands is for sensitivity, the Form is to train internal strength.
This is their original purpose but poorly trained students reverse this, training the Form lightly with awareness but no intention looking for sensitivity, then using strength combined with elementary mechanics in the pushing hands in an attempt to find internal strength.
Pushing hands teaches you to expand and extend your awareness to include others.
It allows you to practise awareness of, and a correct response to the partner's
intention whereas in the Form it is your intention that produces the movement
in response to the stored body memory of the sequence. Over time and with the
correct method you become sensitive to the intention to move in the partner’s
body, energy field and mind. Pushing hands is also a teaching method where the
students can interact with the teacher and learn from that contact.
Have you competed in a push hands contest? How do you feel about competitions?
P.K: I have never competed in a pushing hands contest, but in the Chinese world
when you push hands it tends to be very competitive, remembering that most
students and teachers in Asia have, at best, learnt in the ‘outer schools’ of
the good masters. In Asia we would often go to the parks on the weekend where
there would be Taiji people from many different schools meeting. Though our
intention was to learn, this situation was extremely competitive. In China when
I visited various teachers, it was often taken mistakenly as a challenge, and
serious pushing hands would be difficult to escape.
I have watched competitions and they appear to produce and stimulate the worst
aspects of Taiji. What people are doing, the competitiveness and desperate
trying to win, is against the basic principles. I don’t believe people learn
much of worth from it. Some people feel they learn to handle an aggressive
energy or an aggressive situation but I observe people just become more
competitive themselves. The aggressive situation stimulates aggressiveness so
it achieves the exact opposite of what people imagine. Pushy people feel
justified in their behaviour and rise through the ranks of the organisations
that convene the contests, perpetuating these patterns of behaviour.
Can free pushing replace the fixed pattern pushing hands?.
P.K.: It is much better to train the fixed pattern pushing hands and teach
your body and mind, the correct responses, under controlled conditions. If you
practise the free pushing you just use your existing abilities while attempting
to become faster and stronger. Consequently it fixes these inefficient habitual
responses more solidly in yourself. When a person's responses have changed to
conform to the principles of Taiji, then gentle controlled free pushing can be
used to enhance the naturalness of these responses.
Please explain the importance of the vertical circle as opposed to the
horizontal circle.
P.K: The horizontal circle contains the external movements of the body which
involve repositioning the centre. In the vertical circle the internal changes
take place within the mind and within the body, producing subtle changes in
the height and vertical forces of the body, while the body makes its external
movements. The internal changes in their simplest form are contraction which
produces movement followed by release which allows the body to ‘swing’ or move
on under the influence of momentum and gravity.
Because the body works against the ground to move, contraction produces both
a horizontal force and a vertical one. Faster movements require a greater
horizontal force, which necessitates a stronger vertical force, which will
produce a slight lifting in the body. While moving slowly in the Taiji Form
gravity overcomes this lifting so people may not become sensitive to it. When
people need to move quickly the vertical force overcomes gravity and will lift
the body slightly, followed by a settling down of the body once the wave of
contraction passes. Many people find this for themselves and Zheng Manjing
mentioned it in one of this books, but this second phase of releasing or swing
has 3 hidden phases that people seldom understand.
Please explain the different states of the muscles and how they affect the
forces in the body.
P.K: The muscles cycle through contract, release, stretch and un-stretch, while
the mind has its corresponding cycle of concentrate, relax, sink and empty,
plus a neutral state for both giving 5 phases. Practical understanding of this
only comes from long study. This cycle of mind and body is the basis of all
Master Huang taught me in my 20 years learning under his direction.
If you don’t understand the five states then it’s difficult to find the relaxed
elastic force of Taiji. It’s commonly taught that there are just the two muscle
states of contraction and relax. If you only know these two you will be stuck
on the pairs of opposites, the Yin and the Yang. If you only consider, or
attempt to combine these two as in first contract and then relax, or partly
relaxed, partly contracted, then the search for the relaxed elastic force of
Taiji is doomed to failure. Stretching and un-stretching are seldom talked
about or understood. The corresponding changes in the state of the mind are
even more obscure.
Please explain the different mind states to train in the form.
P.K: No, I can’t really explain that. They need to be trained with a person who
understands them. I can say, people first have to listen very closely to their
body. It is not the normal listening which is from the superficial mind. Look
for genuine body sensations such as warmth, pressure and non-visual body
positioning. This is the first step and it is considerably different from the
feeling type of awareness that the average Taiji person trains. Merely
increasing concentration on the level of normal daily awareness is a false
method which just makes it more difficult to go deeper later on. Unfortunately,
many modern systems of meditation teach people to value and strengthen just
this superficial awareness. The ego observes the superficial perceptions,
vision, hearing etc. and feels it sees reality ‘just as it is’. It is not a
true path. Each of my teachers spoke of this error, and my experience confirms
what they said.
On every level of Taiji there is the paradox of letting go and keeping control.
What are your thoughts about this and what ways of working with this do you
recommend?
P.K: Central to Taiji is the paradox of how to combine the yin and the
yang, e.g. Contract/release or control/naturalness. What we are looking for
is not more yin or yang, or a mixture, but something new. You could call it
yin-yang, as one thing. It seems like a mixture of the two, but it is something
different, a third thing that is produced. It is never a matter of one is right
and the other is wrong, but the simultaneous combination of the two produces
something more subtle.
When producing Taiji force (jin) there is drawing in and sending out at the
same time. The state of stretching is actually a new state that’s produced
within the muscle. The stretching allows the yielding and at the same time
produces a force, it is not a simple combination of contracting and relaxing
either in time or space.
The same with letting go and keeping control. The letting go that interferes
with keeping control, is not the letting go that you need. The keeping control
that interferes with letting go is not the control that you need. You must find
that which simultaneously allows an increasing control and an increasing letting
go.
Why is it important to align the body?
P.K: It's important to align, at the time of forces passing through the body.
It’s not necessary to align when you are just relaxing. Aligning creates a line
of connection from the ground to the point of application which allows the
forces to pass through the body without producing contraction, resistance
or pain. A straight and vertical spine for example, allows the strongest
vertical forces to rise from the ground. Usually as people get older their
spine becomes less flexible and the curves increase causing problems with
the disks. Releasing and aligning within the Form and auxillary exercises can
reverse this process.
What is the importance of forming a good base?
P.K: Internal forces of Taiji work up and down from the ground. Without a good
base people can’t find these forces and will never escape using upper-body
strength and weight, signalled by leaning and excessive movement when issuing
force. Only when the body is stable can you really loosen the upper-body and
find the vertical circle. Only when the body is extremely stable can you
concentrate the mind deeply while in the midst of action.
Why is it important for the body to be loose?
P.K: When babies are born they are already loose, but they don’t know how
to move. The first thing they learn in order to survive, is a reasonable ability
to move the body, which involves contraction. Everybody learns that but they
may never learn how to release. Consequently, residual contraction remains and
accumulates in the body so that when they become older their whole body becomes
tight and locked. As an antidote, people first need to learn how to release
these residual, habitual contractions. Then, once they make a contraction, how
to release it fully, immediately afterwards. Residual contractions block the
blood flow and energy flow, as well as interfering with subsequent movements.
Certainly when the forces flow from the ground through the body, it is necessary
to be able to release previous contractions completely to allow the
semi-automatic stretching and un-stretching to take place.
Why is accuracy in the form important?
P.K: The main reason is to train the mind/body control on the initial level.
This is achieved by accurate positioning of the body according to a clear
intention of the mind, either the stored memory of the position, or a fresh
intention at that moment. With beginners, the mind intends one thing and the
body does something different. Accuracy is the first step in practising
mind/body control, as well as the first step in finding the types of position
that allow a greater transmission of forces to and from the ground.
Why is it necessary to develop the deep mind?
P.K: The superficial mind, or normal daily awareness is basically brain
consciousness. The real mind, in all its parts, exists in the energy field, not
in the brain. When you die the superficial mind is gone with the brain, but the
deeper aspects of the mind still exist and operate on three different levels.
There is the mind connected with the body, the mind connected with the energy
field and then there is the intelligence of the mind. The Deep Mind Intelligence
functions through these three aspects. It connects into the brain and body
through these 3 aspects, but is quite different from the brain. The Deep Mind,
which includes the deeper parts of the energy field, is your real individual
self. It’s born in a body to develop its energy field and its associated
intelligences. That is the purpose of life. Not remembering this, you waste
your lifetime.
So you would say it’s the main purpose in training Taiji?
P.K: The classics say the main purpose in training Taiji is to achieve
longevity, which in the Daoist teaching means immortality or the ability to
survive after death in your diamond body. The Buddhists talk of enlightenment
which means to create a body of light for the same purpose.
After death you live on in your energy body one way or another. If your energy
body is strengthened and refined through correct effort during your lifetime
then the deeper aspects of yourself become independent from the body, immune
from death in your crystallised energy body. If you haven’t achieved that, then
you either gradually fade from all individual existence or return in a body to
try again to escape the rounds of life and deaths. This is the truth of life.
It is well understood by all real teachers. Other purposes for Taiji are minor
ones, created by people in normal life, usually to nurse the body and make it
more comfortable, or to attain fighting power and the dubious respect that
confers. Unfortunately concentrating on health or self-defence may just make
the mind more attached to the body, strengthen the ego and block internal
development.
How can those interested in your concepts make contact with your teaching?
P.K: I don’t advertise widely, but there is enough information around, such
as this interview, my books and my students who teach. If a person is really
interested, if they make some effort to look and if there is some inner
resonance with the teaching, then the opportunity to make contact will no
doubt be arranged by their own Deep Mind.